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王皮王离鱼缶工You can't always get what you want
September 05 desperate据说秋来了，而这里依然是永恒的夏。不变的温度麻痹了神经，浑然不觉四季早已轮回好几圈。 最近一直在演练最后一年只差一科却死活选不上的心情。要修的科目越来越有限，这种情况发生的概率并不算低。苦熬两年半只为半年的提前释放，是为了自由，还是一个屈服者在试图制造胜利的虚妄幻影聊以自慰？说不清。既然作了这样的选择，答案已不重要。只担心一旦失败，该如何面对这么长时间的努力。了解自己的脆弱，所以提前做好心理准备，参加cca也无非是为了这个。坚强些吧，万一真的倒霉临头，也要好好安慰自己，照顾自己。 明年的冬天，能否看到雪花？那时的我将拥有怎样的生活，成为怎样的人？未来啊，拜托你少一点捉弄，多一些温柔。 September 01 ???NM2208的作业：
这科对我来说最有意思，但要交的东西多，负担很重，昨天忙这两张画到第二天鸡叫。最喜欢第一个里的可乐瓶，不过字母画得有点歪。第二张没有想象中的阴森，有些生硬，蛇太丑了。看来不能老临摹，一旦没照片参考就废了。
今天忙了一天OpenGL，好不容易把那堆破烂小球搞出来了。刚松一口气，想起数学的tut没做，3266的网站再不开工就得等死，明天1280的新lab又要出来了，1304一堆微生物病毒名还不认识，还有两个cca的任务在等着…… 唉，怎一个操字了得。
其实都不是难到掉渣，但都需要时间。发奋了一个周末，只弄了两科，还有5门没碰，我毛了，我毛了，我毛了。真不知道该怎么安排才能将一切圆满完成。也许本来就是不可能的，我太cctv了，把一切想得太和谐。我不是超人，力所不及的事情太多。但也不会现在就说“我已经尽力了”这种屁话，不愿就这样承认自己的无能为力。好在选7门的时候便有心理准备面对这种频繁发作的挠墙冲动，只是爱发牢骚，还不至于崩溃。
安心吧，最坏状况出现的概率跟发生最好状况的概率一样低。
You can't always get what you want,
but if you try sometimes,
you might find
you get what you need. August 31 治疗系妇科摇滚The Middle - Jimmy Eat World
hey
don't write yourself off yet it's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on just try your best try everything you can don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away it just takes some time
little girl, you're in the middle of the ride everything everything will be just fine everything everything will be all right, all right hey
you know they're all the same
you know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in live right now just be yourself it doesn't matter if it's good enough, for someone else it just takes some time
little girl, you're in the middle of the ride everything everything will be just fine everything everything will be all right, all right (x2) hey
don't write yourself off yet
it's only in your head you feel left out or looked down on just do your best do everything you can don't you worry what their bitter hearts are gonna say it just takes some time
little girl, you're in the middle of the ride everything everything will be just fine everything everything will be all right.
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